Notes to Self 2 – My Diary

Hmmm, I believe I have released a lot of old limiting beliefs these past weeks. I feel so much lighter and my mind is not so busy – my energy feels a lot better. Now when I think about the things that I want I can think about why do I want that and what it will give me.

I have read, listened to, watched, studied, completed so many books, dvd’s and courses yet I never really got it – I am not sure what I have released yet it feels amazing. Finally I see that the reason I want certain things is not because of the object itself but the feeling it will bring. I truly feel that those feelings are now within me and it is a strange and beautiful feeling.

Guess that is why I no longer feel so rushed and can take time to do things and enjoy doing them. Everything I always wanted is already here – I was the one holding it all back. I don’t know how they are going to show up – I just now they are. How exciting!

The feelings that are flooding me are joy, love, abundance, freedom and peace. I guess it is mostly attributable to practising H’oponopono ie Thank you, I love you, forgive me, I’m sorry. See Anisa Aven H’oponopono and EFT

I have been silently saying these things to myself for weeks whenever I experience upsetting emotions and even for great experiences. An amazing amount of “upsetting” experiences have manifested and continue to do so however I am not feeling the anger any more – quite the opposite and they are subsiding at a rapid rate.

I have also been going into a Theta state when possible and using my own version of what I had learnt some years ago when we first discovered we had lost everything. I had not practised this for some years and find it is really great at this time. See Vianna Stibel Theta Healing and Asara Lovejoy – The One Command and from there just plain commanding what it is I want as well as meditating each day.

Years ago we also subsribed to Holosync  and found these meditation cd’s were fantastic in busting some old patterns also so I am thinking of digging these out too.

I really am a “bit of everything” person – finding there is not just one way for me, but many and everything I read or do seems to have something I can utilise. I am not sure if that is a good or a bad thing yet! Yet maybe there is no bad or good – there just is! I really believe I cannot make a mistake, cannot get it wrong and am being guided to exactly what I need. I also have enough self belief now to come up with my own version of things that fits for me.

Through Anisa Aven I came across this great free ebook called Dump the Junk (and Be Happy) courtesy of Kimberley Englot at the Center for Authentic Self Development. It truly is an amazing book and even more so being for free, I was so inspired reading it and I urge you to download a copy (click here) – it’s free!

Thank you universe, higher self, source!! xx

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